[Does he ever hate being in the position of needing to apologize for something mind control made him do.
"Sorry for letting Michael take over my body." "Sorry for letting my doppelganger do the same thing." "Sorry for getting the urge to drink until my liver bursts."
He really fucking hates it, but here he is again, mentally preparing something to say when all he really wants to do is wipe everything from his mind. Dean's death, Lucifer, being okay with Sam and Dean in some kind of fake fantasy life...
And Cora. He know Cora will get it, it's not like they haven't been in this position before, but having to talk about fake dating in a fake universe is the last thing he wants to do right about now. It's just something he has to do. Something he'd rather deal with and write off now than have it fester.
So he calls. No safe, anonymous-sounding text this time, he won't let himself.]
Hey, it's me.
[Let's be honest, Cora probably knows him more intimately now than most people he's ever met--or thinks she knows him, he's not sure what to classify being aged down to his early teens as other than "bullshit"--and he thinks they can get away with cutting out the crap.]
Should we... talk about what happened and get it out there?
voice | backdated to July 18th
"Sorry for letting Michael take over my body."
"Sorry for letting my doppelganger do the same thing."
"Sorry for getting the urge to drink until my liver bursts."
He really fucking hates it, but here he is again, mentally preparing something to say when all he really wants to do is wipe everything from his mind. Dean's death, Lucifer, being okay with Sam and Dean in some kind of fake fantasy life...
And Cora. He know Cora will get it, it's not like they haven't been in this position before, but having to talk about fake dating in a fake universe is the last thing he wants to do right about now. It's just something he has to do. Something he'd rather deal with and write off now than have it fester.
So he calls. No safe, anonymous-sounding text this time, he won't let himself.]
Hey, it's me.
[Let's be honest, Cora probably knows him more intimately now than most people he's ever met--or thinks she knows him, he's not sure what to classify being aged down to his early teens as other than "bullshit"--and he thinks they can get away with cutting out the crap.]
Should we... talk about what happened and get it out there?